my first bear ever

seriously said, time kecik2 dulu mmg xdak feeling langsung nk berbear2 ni, but, lately ni mcm nk ade plak . dek kerana always remember pesan mak yg satu ni, so sabarkan je la wahai hati.. :)

well, my mom has never taught my siblings and i to having any bear at home. mom said, since we are muslims, having bear or any cartoon characters or something that not alive is not so good to be in our home.. "nnt malaikat x masuk rumah kite tau", mak cakap . hee . anak2 mak memang thumbs up. we accept and believe it without any doubt .. lagipon, kat sekolah cikgu cakap bende yang same . n for our certainty, Rasulullah has said that (bermaksud) :

  “Sesungguhnya malaikat tidak akan masuk ke sebuah rumah yang di dalamnya ada patung”. (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim).

see ! mmg Allah dah larang . it's not Malaikat xnak masuk rumah kita klu ade patung, it is Malaikat tidak masuk ke dalam rumah tersebut untuk memberikan RAHMAT, because this home is just like a non-muslim's home that placed their patung berhala .

tapi kan, tapi .. hee **, there is no wrong if we want to having a bear or toy or whatever, ASALKAN we're not placed it in the almari as our decor or to show off or something like that . n kite xboleh la nk sayang bende tu sangat, kalau nk tumbuk2 bende tu lagilah digalakkan . just like what i've always done to my momokun . haha . cause, has said that :

Tidak salah orang yang menyimpan patung mainan anak-anak mereka di rumah. Rasulullah mengahwini Aisyah semasa umur 9 tahun. Rasulullah meletakkan patung mainan kepada Aisyah sebagai alat permainannya sewaktu Baginda tiada di rumah. Patung mainan ini bermaksud, patung yang dijadikan mainan anak-anak, bukan diletakkan di dalam cermin sebagai perhiasan. Patung mainan tersebut tidak dihormati dan dimuliakan. info

jadinya, xsalah kan if i want it too, mom ? as my toy . hehe . therefore, thanks a lot to irfan cause gave me a sweeeet litle bear as for my 21st bday present. . kalau nk beli sendri mmg xkan ade la sampai bile2 . haha . *sebb nk beli je, teringt pesan mak* huhu ;)

tadaaa ! this is my momokun.
chommmeeeelllll kan ? ok, sila jealous . haha

hugs, pounded, speaks, and all kind n bad things i've done with this bear . love it cause this is my first bear . still, sayang gitu2 je, xnak dan xakan lebey2. Allah marah ! peace :) *jgn marah ye fan* xoxo

                                                                                                               

      *betulkan klu saye silap*

s.k.p. aka skim khidmat pelajar

 : eh, awak ade lagi kt sini?

 : ye la awak . . kenapa ?

 : em, xde la ~ awak part bape dah ea?

 : eh, x la . saya dah habes da . saya buat skp kat sini . .

 : skp? ape tu ?

 : emm, keje sementara ngan uitm . .

 : ooooo  =)

 : =)

that's almost happened every time i met some of my juniors or friends or lecturers in my uni .

yeap ! i am working now guys . alhamdulillah . seriously said, i really want to be in skp's team before . and, who knows, i got it ! RM4 per hour . it's okay what . bele-bele dok nunggu result degree, baik ambo kijo . ye dop? dapat pitih . heee . mom keeps asking me why wanna work too far ? well, you know . mak mane x sayang anak, kan ? i knew that my mom don't like me working here . 3 years studied at UiTM Kelantan was enough for her to let me far from her . but ... it's not Johor x de keje, but it is hard for me to make a move . ye la, sape nk hantar pegi balik keje nnt ? kete moto x pandai bawak . haha . so i've made a decision to work here . because of i am working at my uni and stayed at the hostel, my mom pon let me go . hewhew . sorry mom T_T . *adek janji keje leklok* . starting on 18th November 2012 until 31st January 2013 . the period that i will be hire . then if God will, I will continue my degree plak . insyaAllah . wish me luck !

. my office .

# see the files at the back ? that is the NR students files . and that is my work . updating their's currently data . ramai wo ~ #

p/s : mak, don't worry to much . i'm okay here . love u . always . muahhhh !

Ku tahu ku adaMu, Ya Allah !

every time hearing this song, i feel so calm ! thanks najwa sebab hasilkan this kind of song .
u help me to always remember to My Creator . 

help and guide me in everything i do, Ya Allah ! Amin Ya Robbal 'Alamin .